Well NaNoWriMo was a complete success!!! I am going to take my 30 day novel, polish it up and post it for the world to see. Writing it was an adventure I loved going on. I have to say that the urgency of the deadline pushed my mind to come up with believable scenario's so much faster. I think from now on I am going to just give myself a deadline and make it stick. It will be like a meeting I cannot miss, or a very important appointment that can't possibly be rescheduled.
In the midst of the pain, isolation and immediate need for a good storyline, I happened upon something I didn't know I had...drive. I mean, I knew that I had the desire to write a good book. I knew that I had good ideas for stories, but this taught me that I truly do have what it takes to write something for the world to enjoy, not just myself.